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writeinspace: “If it weren’t for her, there would never have been a void, or the need to fill...

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:20:47 -0400

“If it weren’t for her, there would never have been a void, or the need to fill it”

-The History of Love by Nicole Krauss

I’ve been wondering…can I reverse the effects of this truth? If I can get rid of “her”, will the void and the need to fill it be gone? It sounds quite paradoxical, but I don’t want this void, and I know the she won’t fill it. Can I just pretend she doesn’t exist?

What would you do?

myngo: My euphoric world hurts and My pain killers are life killers in reality and We are all dying...

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:17:59 -0400

myngo:

My euphoric world hurts and

My pain killers are life killers in reality and

We are all dying anyways

What is life with health without happiness

Self destructive or self giving, selfish and selfless living

"Only where there is disillusionment and depression and sorrow does happiness arise; without the..."

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:17:56 -0400

“Only where there is disillusionment and depression and sorrow does happiness arise; without the despair of loss, there is no hope.”

- Haruki Murakami, Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World (via alternative-god)

sweetlovetriangle: Things doesen’t last forever , no matter how much we want them to . There are no...

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:17:53 -0400

sweetlovetriangle:

Things doesen’t last forever , no matter how much we want them to . There are no happy love songs because relationships are such fragile things that can get broken so easy . It scares me that no matter how perfect everything is now , it won’t last forever .

Taken for granted

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:17:49 -0400

strawberrytelle:

I think being taken for granted by someone you love is perhaps the worst kind of emotional pain you can feel. You can be his best friend, his confidante and the person he misses the most and yet it means nothing when you’re in a room full of people. In a room full of strangers, you’re the least important no matter how hard you fucking try. You want to create a doorway between both of your lives, a passage that allows you both to feel included and wanted in the separate lives you lead in your day-to-day. You want him to know that as the day settles and the room empties, you know him better than most and love him more than any could. You want him to notice you. But that doesn’t happen. And then the pain hits.

"It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for..."

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:14:53 -0400

“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.”

- Chuck Palahnuik (via jessicca)

sweetlovetriangle: I write quite a lot of texts that I never send. I simply just shut them down and...

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:10:04 -0400

sweetlovetriangle:

I write quite a lot of texts that I never send. I simply just shut them down and save them in drafts. I don’t really know why I do that, perhaps I am afraid that I’ll accidentally send it to the wrong person, because no matter how hard I search among my contacts there are still no one who would like to hear my nonsense at three o’clock on a Tuesday night. I simply don’t know anyone who would be able to listen .

sweetlovetriangle: Dreams are broken as easily as the thinnest wine glass against the asphalt....

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:10:01 -0400

sweetlovetriangle:

Dreams are broken as easily as the thinnest wine glass against the asphalt. People tend to connect the heart with pain, but losing your dreams hurts more, oh so many times a heart can be broken. I would not compare one kind of pain with another kind of pain, but without dreams and hopes, we are like a wing-shot injured bird. A wing-shot bird tied to the ground against his will: can not fly: losing hope and dreams: letting the ecocycle to take over.

We are all a part of something big. But as soon as we become injured or are doomed to fail, it’s time to disappear. Extinct. It would inhuman to eradicate an individual in seconds, but bit by bit, wine glass for wine glass , and soon is a human destroyed.

"Life is a single path of disasters , and difficulties are somewhat quite natural . Without them ,..."

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:05:50 -0400

“Life is a single path of disasters , and difficulties are somewhat quite natural . Without them , her survival tricks are wholly unnecessary , and death the only thing that remains . And if death means the chance for a new life or an escape from the society surrounding us , it begins to look really exciting .”

- Ma Jian (via sweetlovetriangle)

dreamongood: If you were mine, I’d make you the best cup of coffee you’ll ever taste every single...

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:05:48 -0400

dreamongood:

If you were mine,
I’d make you the best cup of coffee you’ll ever taste
every single time.
If you were mine,
I’d shower you with kisses here and there
every single night.
If you were mine,
I would try my best to bring sunshine & love
into your life.

abstruseness: I want happiness for a change. This sadness, I don’t think I can take it anymore. I...

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:05:46 -0400

abstruseness:

I want happiness for a change. This sadness, I don’t think I can take it anymore. I feel so exhausted even though I don’t do anything. Breathing is exhausting. Living is exhausting. Even laying down is exhausting. I can’t breathe and I feel so suffocated. I want some fresh hair. No, I need some fresh air. I feel like I’m at the tip of my breaking point.

"I don’t know how to hurt people. I don’t know how to be loved. I don’t know how to love. I am hurt,..."

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:05:43 -0400

“I don’t know how to hurt people. I don’t know how to be loved. I don’t know how to love. I am hurt, but I am strong. And I am perfect, perfectly alone.”

- Daul Kim, 081309 (via thesuperfangirl)

"Oh god it’s wonderful to get out of bed and drink too much coffee and smoke too many cigarettes..."

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:05:41 -0400

“Oh god it’s wonderful
to get out of bed
and drink too much coffee
and smoke too many cigarettes
and love you so much.”

- Frank O’Hara (via bavarde)

"Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter."

Sun, 06 May 2012 16:05:39 -0400

“Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter.”

- Unknown (via phuucked)

sweetlovetriangle: The only thing I’m scared of is that you might have loved her more than you are...

Sun, 06 May 2012 15:45:32 -0400

sweetlovetriangle:

The only thing I’m scared of is that you might have loved her more than you are loving me . Jealousy is a funny thing . I never considered myself a jealous person but you’re bringing out traits in myself I never knew . The ways she had you , that makes me jealous . The way you hugged her , that makes me jealous . The way you loved and kissed her , that makes me jealous . I should have let you go , I should have stepped aside and maybe I’d be happier now . I live my life in constant fear of her , moment to moment knowing that each could be my last , that there is a possibility that you might hurt me once again . You’re still in love with her , some part of you will always be in love with her . I can’t compete with that .

Let me guess, You're sorry?

Sun, 06 May 2012 15:45:27 -0400

Sorry for what? For leaving me hanging? for making me think that I was special? For coming into my life, make such a big impact on it, and expect me to just accept the fact that you walked away and made it look so easy? You’re sorry? Well you know what? Thank You. Thank you so much for showing me not everything in life is permanent. For opening my eyes and showing me what it means to love someone so much and get hurt just as much.

Worst thing that could happen when you're in love:

Sun, 06 May 2012 15:45:24 -0400

strawberrytelle:

it’s when the person you love stops doing the things which made you fall in love.

The main reason why I don't have conversations with most people.

Sun, 06 May 2012 15:45:22 -0400

nelielquiorra:

If someone doesn’t contact me first, the probability that I’ll talk to that someone is really low. I’m not interested in most people, may it be interest related to love or friendship. I only message those who I really fancy or are really important to me but even the times I do contact someone first are really rare. It’s nothing to be proud of and I should fix that habit but I don’t feel like talking to most people because it always seems like they don’t really care anyway.

"I need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself. I..."

Sun, 06 May 2012 15:45:15 -0400

“I need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself. I need to keep telling myself that I need to keep wanting something, something nice, something warm, more than just a fur coat because I can make other people happy. I can understand other people’s pain because I can love even after all that is left of me is gone because I have that strength.”

- Daul Kim (via sixrevolver)